I told you I was ok, but the truth is I’m hurt, I’m ashamed, I’m sad, I’m broken. I feel the familiar, haunting feeling of loss. The worst feeling in the world. Now I’ve lost you. I can’t stop thinking about you, I never could anyway. My head is hurting and I can’t think straight. I’m confused and desperate. I feel so alone. I don’t want to sleep because the thought of waking up and facing all of this dread again, it f****** kills me. I want to make this all stop. But there’s no exit.
