She has so much going on I feel selfish for saying I’m sad today. I want to be there for her when she is feeling down because I know how hard everything is for her right now. But it makes me feel like my feelings are less important because I dont have as much going on. I cant be selfish and let her see that I’m sad today. She doesnt need my problems put on her. This is hard for both of us but I feel like I cant show that it’s hard for me, it isnt the same. It’s happening to her, I’m only involved because we are dating. I have no right to be upset. I hate myself for feeling this way. I should be happy and positive and try to keep her positive. So why do I feel like I want to curl in a ball and die there?
