the bullying has gotten to a point where i’m scared to go into school. why should my s******** even matter? f***. i’m gonna f****** kill myself. being called a f***** daily isn’t gonna make me any less gay. it just makes me feel wrong and dirty and i don’t know what to f****** do.
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You arent alone… There is light at the end of the tunnel
-A fellow gay-
I hope you can get home schooled. I don’t know how old you are but you could perhaps REFUSE to go until the courts get involved (normally 20+ absences but courts can be slow). Keep saying you don’t feel safe there and need an alternative since the school can’t seem to control the culture of the kids and the bullying. I hope you can advocate for online schooling. My area has a homeschooling association in a building where kids can take some classes there too and do as much as they want at home. I hope you can find something like that.
YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL and VALUABLE and MIRACULOUS ORIGINAL creation of GOD. You are a MASTERPIECE. You are stronger and smarter and tougher than you know. All the seeds of everything you need are inside yourself. TELL as many people as you can what’s going on and how you are feeling. Don’t get let down by those who don’t respond the way you want–they just aren’t your angel. Perhaps they are looking for their own solutions to their own problems too much to help you. Don’t take it personally if they aren’t your angel. Find your special people who are ready to help you. Keep looking and advocating for yourself. If worst comes to worst, just REFUSE to go to school again. Worst case scenario is a bunch of mad adults who should have listened to you. Perhaps you get foster care. Foster care can be better. I as a foster parent. People like me CARE.