Having a crush is honestly the worst. I really really like him and everyone ships us. Like no joke everyone in the entire school says we’d make a good couple. But I’m unsure of even my own feelings and let alone his. And quite frankly, I think he likes me back. He touches my hair a lot and like pats me on the back, teases me A LOT and like honestly like does a lot of things you’d expect. But I’m scared. I’m scared that he’s normally like this, scared that he’s just being friendly, and even more scared that he might actually like me. As much as I want it to happen, it seems like it won’t and that a lot of overthinking and heartbreak comes with it. I really want to be with him. I tried to convince myself I only like the idea of him and all the things we have in common but in reality, I like everything about him and every part of him. I hate this and I want something to happen and for this feeling to go away and leave me alone. But right now I’m just trying to get by each day motivated by what could happen.
