• 4 years ago
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I’m a woman in my mid 20’s and I’m s*** scared of women. I can socialize somewhat normally with everyone else but I panic internally so much if I talk with women (that are not close relatives), I’m constantly worrying I’m going to break all kinds of invisible rules or I’m paranoid that they’re talking bad things behind my back if they get to know me or they’re going to make insensitive jokes about me in front of me. I’m terrified of even my female work colleagues. It’s ridiculous. I want woman friends so, so much. But I don’t think I can manage to keep up some kind of a front until a sufficient bond can be formed. I’ce tried to casually chat up with other women at house parties but I pretty soon need to bolt and get away even when I’m telling myself that I need to do this if I ever want to get rid if my fears and find friends of my own gender. I wish there would be some kind of group meeting thing near me for women that have the same flavor of social anxiety as me… Or I could meet someone else who has trouble connecting with people of their gender.

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