I wish I could instantly change myself. Every time I look in the mirror I see all my flaws that my mother showed me over the years that I can’t get out of my head. I wish I could change everything starting from my head; I wish I could change my face and make it slimmer, I wish I could change my nose and make it less flat, I wish I could make my neck thinner and my shoulders less broad, I wish my stomach was flat and my hips weren’t so wide, I wish my disgusting fat thighs were smaller and my calf’s were smaller too, I wish all the stretch marks I have could disappear. I also wish that the man who held my heart didn’t crush it when someone told him I had feeling for him by saying that he didn’t care. I wish I wasn’t myself because I’ve found that nobody would love me.
