I am the kind of person people go to for advice, and I don’t mind it. I like helping people, giving them advice and seeing them grow. I’m actually the reason half of the people I know are still living and I’m proud of that. The thing is, I rarely ever follow my own advice. I have a serious problem with self harm and suicidal urges. I feel like I have nothing left to live for, so I’m trying to find PEOPLE to live for. I can’t even try to give up knowing that someone needs me, I’d feel too guilty. I may only be a teenager but there are people that need my help and if it’s gonna take a guilt trip and a couple of missing razor blades for me to stay around long enough to help them, then so be it.
