i know this is random…but.. it just came to me .. i really think i wont be able to experience having a romantic relationship with anyone.. it’s quite painful to think that since i’ve always been a believer of love, but no matter how hypocrite people can get, at the end of the day, looks and appearance is still the prime requirement of a person to choose a partner. I may not look ugly but what i am now isn’t even half of what an ideal girl has to be. i don’t usually think about this kind of things but as i grow older, i came to realize how having a relationship is one indispensable thing a human should have throughout its existence. Sadly, in my 25 years of living, i havent been in any kind of romantic relationship ever.
