It was the fantasy of my life to f*** a russian…today when it was about to get completed..i came.. in like just 5 minutes…that incident has drove me deep into depression and self doubt…my self esteem is shattered that too in front of an accomplice.. i am weak.. i am weak on the inside.. i am a shy grown up kid… I am timid.. i c** early….i have pre e********** issues… I know i am not the only one but surely m the only one in my friends.. i hate to say that… I feel that.. it is killing me on the inside.. i feel weak.. i hate myself this way…
I feel weak.. i wack… i hate it..
I am feeling so down with this feeling.. may god hav pity on a man like me.. i am a bag of s***
Just wanna kill myself..
