I want to love and be close to my family (I just beat cancer and I was abusive in the past, but I’ve changed). I just want to love, kiss, hold hands, and be close to those I love. But they aren’t letting me…too many bad memories, I guess. I went to hold my wife’s hand the other day, and she pulled away. I know some people wish I would have died. I was also very violent towards my dog and he seems to be regaining trust in me. I will never lay a hand on anyone or any pet to hurt them again.
Please show me a chance, I like who I’m becoming and I never want to go bck in my shell again. But if people don’t want or accept my love, I’m afraid I will go back into my shell.
