I finally have one regret in my life, that I can’t ever take back…. even though, I asked for their help they turned their backs, and made jokes. Told me to give up on it, that it’s no big deal if it died…. It’s original life was supposed to end 3 days ago, with being snake food… so, why did she give it to me, when she knew I grow attach to animals easily. I kept it alive, but work lasted way longer than it should of…. If only I had gotten out an 1hr earlier… it wouldn’t of died alone… if only I had siblings that would help me with one task….
… it died… alone and scared… I regret not being there for it in it’s final moments…. I am so angry at my siblings and sister for ever handing it to me. I wish I didn’t fall inlove with it, didn’t have hopes for it to continue to live. because… I failed it. I wasn’t there for it. I didn’t do a better job at helping it survive. I regret ever trying with every fiber in my body keep it alive, only to fail because I had to stay an extra 2hrs.
