I dont get it.
I try to do all these things that humans do.
But why am I not happy.
Maybe that’s the issue, that I try to attain what society deems a good life. A standard we cannot possibly all attain because that’s the nature of our society, it’s a pyramid scheme.
So how do you deal with that, how do I deal with that. How do I live in order to attain something that resembles happiness.
I really wish I knew.
All I know now, is that I try to continue, day by day. And that I try to see where it leads. People don’t really have control over there lives, they just follow the path compelled by them selves and others.
Someday I hope that path contains happiness, I hope I deserve it.
