I find myself wondering why am I stuck on him if I feel this powerful love for you? Why aren’t you better to me? I give you my everything. I do not know if I’ll be happy with you because you do not try to make me happy. You know what I want and you don’t care. I don’t know why and you won’t tell me. We’re almost 30. I wanna be happy. I want a family. I want s** with you EVERY DAY. I wanna feel wanted and loved. That’s all I ever wanted with you. I want to spend my life with you but I know I never will and it’s breaking me apart. I wish you would text me the way you do your female friends. We use to be friends too yk.
