I was a virgin, I dated a guy for about 2 weeks before we had s**, it wasn’t consensual. Then the following week I stayed over at his house, he kept touching me from behind while I “slept”, I held his finger (like a baby would) (he thought this was innocent and cute) to stop him touching me. Then he asked me to turn around and face him, I’m not sure what he did but I know it was something because I kept waking up. He then proceeded to r*** me. This went on all night. I struggle sometimes to hug my current boyfriend because I feel trapped. I’m trying to over come it but sometimes I think back to it all and feel physically sick. I’m too scared to tell anyone so I’m on here.
