Sometimes, I wish there was a switch that you could flick with every emotion you feel. A switch for respect, kindness, sadness, and things that correlate to dealing with human beings. I have given up on all wishes for a mutually happy relationship with a partner. I don’t want to be anywhere near my “loving family.” I want to be free, that’s all I want. To be unburdened by my responsibilities, as a “daughter,” “friend,” “Sister,” “Grandaughter,” I just want to be done.
