• 5 years ago
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I really liked this girl. I tried my hardest harder than I ever tried to get close to a girl I liked. And for a few months it was promising, but she soon distanced herself from me. I told her about my feelings as a last effort and she read it and never responded. I saw her almost everyday, but even then she wouldn’t even look in my direction.

I’ve always wondered why I can’t seem to get close enough to anyone. I just feel so alone and it hurts. I just want to give up. I feel like at this point no matter how hard I try with anyone to get close to them as a friend or as a partner, I’ll always be alone.

I want to get over her, but I never want to feel this empty ever again. I’m not sure it’ll change soon, if at all. For now somedays I just spend crying in my room alone thinking about whether she ever thinks about me, whether anyone outside my family thinks about me in higher position. Because roost days right now I feel like I’m at the bottom of the world.

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