So um this might be a bit long but it’s an rlly complicated story.
There’s this guy, last year I had a crush on him lets call him x but he liked my best friend so I became heart-broken, but my best friend rejected him.
A few months later, we started talking and my feelings for him came back. I found out later on that he liked me back, and he told some of his friend (who are my friends as well) that he loves me. I was scared at first cz I didn’t know if I felt the same. On Valentine’s Day, he gave me roses, and it was tbh the cutest thing ever. He even stopped smocking for me. We started to talk more often but we were acting as if nthng happened and that we r just normal friends. Then one day, we got in a huge fight, and in the end he told me that he loves me. I confessed to him 2 days later, but we couldn’t date (family reasons) and we were a thing. One day, my mom found out bout it and told me to stop talking to him, and I told him but I told him that I will fix things. A week later, I see him talking with a girl, and getting a bit too cozy with her and he did it in front of me. Days later, this girl came to me and started insulting me bcz apparently I made up a rumor in what she was kissing x, which pissed me off, and some people even threatened me and x actually believed the rumor, and he was mad at me. Long story short, I got in a humongous fight with his fight who was “insulting” my parents, so for him, we cant be seen talking to each others. So to not make things seem suspicious, we acted as if we hated each others, but tbh I rlly do like him.
Today was my last day of skl, so last day of seeing him, and we didn’t even look at each others, nothing. His other friends keep on telling me that he actually still feels the same way, but I don’t know anymore and this breaks my heart so much.
what should i do :/

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