I’m a young camgirl. Fairly popular, wanted by tens of thousands of people, men and women alike.
On cam they think of me like some kind of Goddess, or sex expert, as if I fuck all day or can do anything I want..
My secret is that in real life… Off cam… My fiancee has zero Interest in me sexually, and I have no way to deal with it. I’m so confused and hurt by her total lack of interest. She totally endorses my job, and is incredible in every other aspect, but I’ll be damned if she’ll talk to me about sex, my preferences, or listen to me when I want to express how it makes me feel. Sexuality is totally off limits… its suffocating.
I’m set to marry her and im completely head over heels in love… But I have to give up something as primal and basic as sexual and physical comfort.
It’s bizarre, and depressing.
Like a painting in a private collection.
So expensive, and sought by tens of thousands.. yet no one gets to enjoy it. 🙁