When people around me in class see that im having really bad anxiety again, and idk why but i **hate** it so much like please stop caring about me please stop. It’s painful when they care. I feel physically ill. Like…. im sorta nauseous. Like im gonna throw up soon, but it never happens. Just a constant state of “gonna throw up in a few minutes.” And another weird thing is that i want therapy, but at the same time i dont. Im so glad school is almost over.
