My crush told me she loved me but friendzoned me once i said the feeling was mutual, after i confessed she told everyone i was friends with and basically hates me, she didnt block me but she didnt answer my texts, refuses to talk to me about her when we used to have a time where we just talked about our feelings and about eachother, and stopped taking the route we used to take together home just to avoid me. Then she blamed me for not being good enough to her and disrespecting her after she did all of that, i wanted to hate her but the truth is I love her to mutch to leave her. This wasn’t the first time i’ve been rejected after a girl told me she loved me, but it was a time where i went into a existencial crysis and i legit just dont want to live anymore and feel like anybody would be better without me.
