Why am I so fundamentally broken?
I don’t know how to love. I’m so alone. I know everyone keeps saying “You don’t need a man to be happy” but I wish I had someone.
A somebody to just hold my hand and tell me I’m ok… that i don’t have to be alone anymore.
The problem is I’m not good enough for anyone. Nobody deserves to be in a relationship with me. They will realise quickly that I’m not worth their time. That I’m too broken and there’s no point in fixing me when there’s plenty of other people out there who are better.
So I stay trapped in my loneliness because at least my heart stays mostly intact this way and I’ve not wasted anyone’s time.
Just needed to share. Sorry to have wasted your time.