My life is over and I’m only 13. I have shit grades in school, even in gym class; I’m lazy as hell Im addicted to masturbation and porn. Even though I’m gay and have some I love very much and he loves me, I jerk off to straight porn and… little girls. I decided one day to just search “little girls in panties” on google and it brought me what I wanted. Even though I don’t want this. I want to fucking die but o don’t want to hang myself and I don’t own any firearms. What pill can I take hat will kill me? I fucking hate myself.
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Babe, that’s some really heavy shit. Like… you’ve got a whole lot on your plate right now. Is there anyone irl that you’re okay to share these things with?
You think you have it so hard in life? Try being gay and living in an Islamic country at the same time.
Dude, you both have it hard. This isn’t a competition. Please don’t try to devalue someone’s feelings like that.
Gay and Islamic? Are you ramy or some shit?
You are being dramatic AF. Wahhh, my grades. Shut yo bitch ass up before I knock yo punk ass out.
shut the fuck ur 13 not old
Stop being such an emo faggot and grow up.
Nothing is over at 13 except childhood.
You guys are such fucking dipshits
We all struggle instead of belittling him for going through a hard time look yourself in the mirror and ask yourself if you’re willing to make a 13 year old commit suicide just because you want to seem “bigger”
Hey. Hi, uhm, can you sit the fuck down, we adults are having an abortion crisis & we reeeeeeeeeeeeeeally dont have time for you insipid bullshit right now.
STFU
This is America in a post.
This kid is living, breathing, suffering, and asking for help. Why not help him?
Your life is hardly over but you need to stop making it harder for yourself. You need a little direction and focus and it really wouldn’t hurt to develop some short term goals. Start there, then when you have some success you can create some long term goals and develop a vision of how you want your life to be. Nobody is going to create it for you, you have to do it yourself. And taper down on the porn, it’s a life suck. And if you’re really in crisis, call a suicide hotline and talk things out, get shit off your chest and maybe get some direction to mental health resources so you can get professional help.
Thank you for the people who gave advice. And for the rest of you, go fuck yourselves
We will. What are you going to go do? Oh, right. Nvm.
I’m the first commenter. I genuinely hope you can find someone to reach out to. Feeling like this is fucking scary. It doesn’t have to be the end.