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I’m turning 23 next week and im freaking out. I’m nowhere near where I want to be. I want my own place or at least be in college. instead im watching YouTube vids and live with my parents.

my grandmother passed away this month, and i kind of hated her because she was so awful. I cant say that to anyone but its the truth. I dont really miss her. I feel like a bad person just for thinking that.
i want my mom to get over this, but i dont know how to help her. I just feel like a robot who’s uncomfortable with human emotions. I wish I was better at this…

I’ve been thinking about how everyone says im just like my grandmother. She was such a pain that she emotionally wrecked her 3 kids. and she only had one friend… everyone else just couldn’t stand her. She was a crazy cat lady…
I dont wanna be like her. But I’m not sure if I can really change.

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  • Awwww 🙁
    I’m so sorry
    It’s crazy because I actually just posted about how I’ll be turning 24 in a week and what advice ppl had for me
    I feel nowhere Where I want to be in life either
    YouTube videos and living at home and just in a shit place in my life
    Not quit the same as you with your grandma and afraid you can’t change, etc… but other kind of shit in my life
    A lot of physical and mental health issues that I have and my mom has cancer and just so much stress
    This year has been a big set back for me too
    I thought I’d be in a different place.
    If you really want to change though you can. If your desire is strong enough. You can seek out help (nothing wrong with that. I see someone once a week)
    Change is hard but hard doesn’t mean Impossible
    You’re still pretty young (I am too even though I’m getting older)

    Anonymous May 15, 2019 4:09 am Reply
  • My parents eventually asked me to leave. I tried a few dead-end jobs but finally, to pay the rent, I turned to prostitution. Having intercourse with strange men was psychologically tough at first, but now I just view it as a job like anyone else’s. And it can pay pretty well.

    Anonymous May 15, 2019 4:59 pm Reply

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