Today I kissed my crush because of a truth or dare game at a friends 18th birhday party. I loved him for 2 years he is on off together with a friend of mine. She is not a nice person and now we’re fighting. I’ll see her tomorrow and him. I really love him and he knows it. It’s embarrasing how often I’ve cried bc of him. It just hurts and I know the kiss didnt mean as much to as it meant to me. And that evening we even slept in the same bed together but nothing happened. Well, now me and my crush are talking more but I’m really scared that he’ll stay with my friend. I don’t know what my life is im so sensitive when it comes to feelings and especially when it comes to hin. I wanna be with him so Bad. :,(
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Listen, I had a crush on a dude for a whole whopping 9 years. Not ONCE did I talk to him, but I loved him dearly. He knew, but we were both stuck in a stand still. Neither of us knew how to act about it, and now he’s gone to another country. I wasted 9 whole years. 9 YEARS. Get to it, you’ll regret it if you don’t make a move. The worst that he can do is reject you, and that pain will hurt, but it won’t last forever. Don’t be bitter if he says no, you have to see it from his point of view. Being bitter will ruin you, eventually.
He knows I have a huge crush on him but he never said no. He also apoligized for making me cry a few months ago where I kissed him on the cheek and told him l’ll like him forever. Also I know he won’t say yes rn bc it’s too complicated for him. He even slept with a random girl the day befor that birthday party.
Are you really ‘friend’ with the other girl? Because it sure don’t sound that way to me…
We pretend even when we both know we hate each other. It’s fine bc we’re in a grupe of five Friends. But I tried to fix things between us and we talk but we are not gonna be friens like a few years ago.