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I hate being socially awkward: I’m single, I’ve got no friends & my family doesn’t even give a tenth of a f***. I’ve squandered my opportunity to gain NoFap benefits for school because there’s only one week left of the holiday & I don’t have the willpower to persevere through the first f****** week. I’ve relapsed twice before on day 6 which I guess is just in my impulsive nature because I KNEW the setbacks. My urges were gone the first time, it was purely experimental. The second time I gave into cravings out of boredom. It’s harder to do this s*** when you’re lonely as you’ll be incarcerated in your house most of the time. I’ve turned to comics to relieve the woes of my dopamine receptors, which is probably just as damaging. I know that I’ve said before, I don’t care for the outside world & I’d rather attend a library than a party. That’s false, I want to be social but I don’t know how to process certain cues. I also stated in a previous post that I want to be able to see the bigger picture rather than to dwell on little irrelevancies, which still is of a main priority.

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  • Cheer up some have it worse. Just go out, do your best, be you and love yourself and be your own bestfriend. Cuz at end of the day all you have is yourself. You have you for life. And the heck with anyone who don’t appreciate you.

    Anonymous April 20, 2019 11:48 pm Reply

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