Last 6 months I have been depressed. People around me are supportive. I was demoted but didn’t lose my job. My friends tried to keep up with my tantrums but gave up. I don’t blame them. But they haven’t left completely. I see my parents slowly realizing that I am not normal. I am slowly realizing that I am wasting precious time with my parents. They are getting old. yet I have no energy to get out of bed and visit them. They will die or get too old to enjoy anything. I will sit next to them in a hospital bed wishing I had visited them when they were healthy. I know this will happen, Yet I cant get up and visit them. I don’t want to just die. I want to not exist. Magically disappear like what hermione did in harry potter movie. Just erased from the memory of every loved one.
- 5 years ago
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do what u feel is best, the people who truly care about u will backup whatever decision u make
u r loved