• 5 years ago
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I honestly wish I could go back to earlier last year.

I wasn’t as happy in 2018, but things were better. Earlier last year, my boyfriend was happy and his depression was slowly getting better. I never had a single thought of self harm in my mind. My grandmother was alive and my grandfather never made sad comments about death. Right now, in 2019, I don’t want to be on this earth. I don’t want to continue to struggle with my grades in school. I don’t want to continuesly struggle with my s********. I don’t want to struggle with self harm or losing more people i’m close to. I’m scared of losing my grandfather. I’m scared of losing my parents. I don’t want to reach until the end of my life. I don’t want to reach till the end of the year. I don’t want to reach another day. Or another hour.

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