My marriage of over 10 years has ended not nicely. I realized over the course of my marriage I sacrificed all but one of my friends and alienated most of my family to make her happy. The day she left I drank a beer and celebrated with my one friend that didn’t let her push him away. Now his got himself arrested gonna be gone for a long time. I’m truly alone and see no point in going on.
The thought of tomorrow alone is to much but the thought of washing every depression and anxiety pill I have down with a bottle of whiskey is not.
My death wouldn’t effect anyone as a matter of fact none would know I was gone till my body starts to rot and the neighbors call the cops
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I am sorry to hear what you’re going through, I understand how loneliness can make you feel depressed but if you are lonely now it doesn’t mean you will always be lonely, you can turn the page, build a new life and get to know new people.