The thing is. Nobody really asks you how you’re doing. If your in above your head. Nobody. Even yourself. You dont really ask yourself anymoire if your still ok. Because deep down, the answer scares the living crap out of you. Truth is. Im not. Feels im stuck in thia whirl pool and im swimming so hard not for myself but for the people i have to protect. Im so tired. I feel so alone. Even the person whom im expecting not to protect but to aleat be there and not add anymore to the weight im carrying, is doing just the opposite. I feel the world is throwing daggers at me and i have to act both a s a shield and cushion to everyone else around me. Im so tired.

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