I lifer my husband of 12 years with her ur four kids. Because I want to die and don’t want to be around them as I self destruct. Right now I’m living with a 19 year old I’m having Unprotected s** with(I am 31) I. Hopes of catching an std as I deserve to suffer.
I love my husband and kids but I can’t go on and can’t be around them while going through this. By the end of the year I’ll be dead either by the drugs a dieses or my own hand.

Before any one says get help and go back to my family I’ve burnt those bridges

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