It’s been more than 10 years I have endured hate… hate that doesn’t come from any where else but from within. Many have said to figure it out but what they don’t understand is that if it was that simple I wouldn’t be this miserable for so long, Why would I let my self suffer through all, why would I ever think of just killing my self every single day. And those who say ask for help we are there they don’t realise everytime I try you just bring up your own problems which makes me hate my self more which burdens and makes me want to loath my self more. It’s hard enough for me and than every one thinks I have to be there not even once asking me if I want someone I don’t want them to figure things out for me I just want you to listen for real and understand that I have enough burdens of my own I cant take the ones that you unload on me that’s not fare.
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I’m in the same situation. What I’ve done is, if the friendship is hurting me more than anything, I ghost them. I only have 5 friends now, but I feel like a ton of weight is no longer on my chest.
How to do that like should I just tell them how I feel about it or start ignoring them bcz I don’t have friends at all if I do this I feel everyone will hate me. I’m tired and scared from my own self.