• 12 months ago
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I have experienced so much pain in my life and I don’t know if this is ever going to slow down. It seems that every time I turn around, something horrible happens. I feel sick to my stomach yet so numb any time I think about those things… I’m currently trying to come to terms with the fact that there’s pornography of me when I was 11 being shared in cp rings. I don’t like to think about it, but I’m absolutely terrified that some day, someone is going to find out and find those videos and pictures of me. I hate myself and I feel so disgusting, even though I know it wasn’t my fault. I can never have a normal relationship because of what I’ve experienced, and I’m always going to be haunted by these things. I’ve spent so long trying to fix myself but every time I seem to improve, something shitty happens and I’m back where I started. I don’t even know why I try anymore.

All Comments

  • I’m sorry that happpened to you. Doesn’t help, I know.

    Anonymous March 14, 2019 9:07 pm Reply
  • Call the local cyber unit of the police. Good hunting.

    Anonymous March 14, 2019 9:17 pm Reply
  • Suck it up, buttercup. That’s life.

    Anonymous March 14, 2019 9:30 pm Reply
  • Lie….victim fantasy…attention seeker.

    Anonymous March 14, 2019 11:18 pm Reply

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