I wish I wasn’t such a coward and kill myself. I’m so tired, but I won’t do anything about it. I wish i never saw that therapist. She made me think I had a future, but every day I see it was a lie so that she got paid. Every time I want to think about the bridge and rope, the thought disappears. I deserve those thoughts, they reveal what I know about myself and why I should die. Whenever I’m in a position that can kill me (like near a ledge or a busy highway) I don’t even flinch. I pray to God that he takes me, so I can finally get out of this s***-hole of a planet.
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Don’t kill yourself. You still have so much life to live. And I know how hard it is to get up and just do simple things but trust me, once you found something you love, you’ll want to stick to it and keep doing it. It’s never too late, trust me.