Tonight… I’m leaving my families house to go begin my new life in my uncle and aunts home, which will in turn become my house in time. I feel so nervous and scared about being caught by my father… That he might beat my a** and lock me in my room or something else… I’m sick of being told I’m a worthless for being one… A female, always being chalked up to being a potential hussy and being instilled with the fear of getting a boyfriend or having any male friends and being told that I just want one so I can get knocked up accidently… And two I’m 25 now… I have a right to leave in my own terms.. They stole money from me and expected me to pay more… They have beat me and made it so I couldn’t cry out to help and they tell me I’m I’m grateful even though I’ve done a lot for this family… I just am thinking about my younger siblings now and how they will take me leaving.. It’s not lie I can say goodbye. Anyway, it all ends tomorrow at 3am….i will have left this life behind.. Wish me luck

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