Its been over 2 years and I still think about my Ex girlfriend and cry. She was the first person I was ever completely vulnerable with and I just watched things go to dirt. We argued a lot , hurt each other and after we broke up, we had a big argument that fucked my head up. We talked about it and apologized but i keep feeling like our break up was my fault. like i pushed her to cheat and to want other people when all i wanted was for her to want me only. Now she’s happily engaged and i’m here emotionally unavailable to anyone who crosses my path. I’ve learnt to mask my emotions and I haven’t given my all to anyone like that again. I don’t even allow people to get close to me anymore, and when they express their feelings, I feel nothing. I don’t know what to do anymore!
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Its not your fault. As long as you genuinely loved her, its her loss. Its hard to find people who really love these days because they have been treated like shit and are scared to even express their affections like that to anyone again. But the person who’s gonna change your heart and love you like you’ve never been loved before will soon find you or you’ll soon find them. So Keep holding on and keep pushing
I can relate. You just gotta pick yourself up and don’t stop moving. Show that girl what she lost