I wish I hadn’t been molested when I was a kid bc that really messed me up for life. I really want a boyfriend but I’m scared of men/too nervous to actually meet anyone, and I’m also afraid that if I try to do anything s***** I’ll be to afraid to really do anything or I’ll have a panic attack or smth :/ And it’s not that I don’t want to have s** either, but when I think of potentially doing something in real life with a real person I get super anxious!! Maybe if I find the right person it won’t be a big deal, but until then I’m worried.

Also I hate the p*** who ruined my life and I hope he’s dead.

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