I just want everything to end. Everything around me is falling apart. My parents don’t care about me, I’m disposable and replaceable to my friends and it hurts that no matter how much I try to tell them, the pain never goes away.
It’s like falling down a deep hole, of everything negative. You attempt to claw your way up, only to start bleeding. You call for help, but there’s nobody who gives a shit. Even though they hear you, they walk away, thinking someone else would help. They don’t.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry to the people who thought I was a waste of time and effort. To the people who thought I wasn’t good enough to help. To those who want me gone.