I often feel like I’m only good for s**. Ive been “the other woman” twice in my life and both of these men I half fully been in love with. They had been like an addiction and when they were done with my body I was tossed to the side. It makes me feel lower than dirt. The worst part is that I have a fiance who loves me to death, almost loves me to a scary extent. I cheated on him with the second one and I’m pregnant with the second ones baby. Even though he doesnt love me I know I would cheat again with him and it makes me disgusted in myself. Ive been raped twice and because of my low opinion of myself brought on by men I feel as though I deserved it. I know I dont but my brain likes to cause me pain. Its not fair.
- 5 years ago
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Get therapy.
you put yourself in that position, its nothing personal, men do that to women that make themselves available to them as you do
know what you want, and go after it
if youre not happy with your fiance then find a boyfriend that is in the same situation as you because he might have more compassion
After reading all this, I know exactly what your problem is. You’re only sexually attracted to men who are out of your league. You’re not pretty enough for their commitment. Men will have sex with anyone with a pulse, including unattractive women. Just because you can get sex with a hot guy doesn’t mean you’re attractive. Your league is the guys who will COMMIT to you, NOT the ones who will fuck you.
My advice for you is this: Improve your looks, and please, DUMP your fiance. It’s obvious that you settled for this guy. You and I BOTH know damn well you’re not genuinely sexually attracted to him! By dating him, you’ve essentially reduced yourself to a prostitute. You’re fucking a man you don’t really desire in exchange for the materialistic benefits that come with that commitment. You’re going to eventually resent him, I guarantee it. You’re gonna be stuck with a man you’ll never truly desire sex with because he doesn’t have the looks for it. Do both him and yourself a favor, and DON’T MARRY HIM. Don’t reduce yourself to a prostitute. Only date men you’re GENUINELY sexually attracted to. If he ain’t good looking, DON’T date him!
Fix your looks. Lose weight. Wear makeup. Eventually you’ll be pretty enough to get COMMITMENT from a man you’re sexually attracted to, instead of being used as a convenient hole to masturbate into. Stop prostituting yourself, and DUMP the fiance! Fix your looks, and then start looking for a better looking boyfriend.
This is complete bs