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My feelings on depression:
I have a pain in my chest that doesn’t seem to go away
The lump in my throat that wish would just leave
Eating seems to have become a chore
Coffe, will it make me spiral or will it make me get up and go
My insides are jittering
I seem to have a more special relationship with my bed than ever before
Putting on contacts and makeup makes me feel less ugly on the inside
Just getting ready to go out is much better than actually going out
My driving seems to be getting worse
When I can’t see my favourite person for some time, my heart starts sinking and wondering if they ever loved me
But I can’t make them feel guilty for having a life of their own
I can’t make them feel guilty for not being my therapist
Just the other day, we were talking about my therapy sessions and he said “psychologist”, without thinking I corrected him to “psychiatrist”
Even though he seemed fine with it, I’ve been terrified to ask him if he was concerned because of it
My parents are starting to catch on the slipping
The guilt I feel for making people worry about me is ridicolous
The vanishing button seems like a marvelous idea
Academic success doesn’t seem like an option for me at the moment
The amount of guilt that I feel is ridicolous
I thank universe for special people in my life
They make existing a little more bearable

All Comments

  • I’m exhausted just reading this tedious bullshit.

    Anonymous January 21, 2019 4:40 pm Reply
    • This whole site is a mass of tedious bullshit

      Anonymous January 21, 2019 4:50 pm Reply
    • Hey, i’m exhausted too my man, so I believe you

      Anonymous January 21, 2019 11:02 pm Reply

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