Ok this one is long as f*** (sincerely sorry), but if you could take the time to read it, it would make my day. I haven’t felt anything since my suicide attempt in late april 2018, I was almost 18. In the end, my parents played the victim card so i stopped trying to understand them. I’m not suicidal anymore, don’t worry, but now existence is tasteless. I tried to end my life because i had been stuck in a world of stress, loneliness, and frustration for 17 years. I was never allowed to go out with friend or girlfriend and had no way to realease pain. Parents were never satisfied and always trying to guilt me. When I arrived at uni, I felt like a stranger to this world but I had been used to it so it did’nt alarm me until late november when I started to really ask myself why I was here. I started to make research about other studies an I found something that really suits me. So now i’m just staying alone all day, working for my last exams that i’ll probably fail. My parents are going to whoop my a** again and i won’t be able to convince them that it’s better for me to change path.
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Do the studies you like. Education is too expensive to spend it on something you won’t even want to do for a job. Does your school have a counselor or psychologist you can talk to? Even if you don’t want to talk about it they can offer resources.
Well I’m going to look for this kind of informations during the few days of break we have after the last exam next monday.