I’m laying in bed at 4 am, i have to work in two hours. I hate everything about you. I hate that you are incapable of loving. I hate that you don’t have a single caring bone towards our kids. I hate that everything is my responsibility. How can you look at your own children and say you hate them? They are toddlers. They aren’t the problem, you are. You lied. You said you loved kids. You said you’d take care of us. You said you’d be better for me than the ones who have hurt me. You lied. Why do you want to ruin the last good part of me? Why do you have to take everything I have left in me? Can’t you see that I’m drowning? I can’t f****** breathe and you’re standing by to watch me suffer. I wish I never gave you a chance. I wish I would have held my ground when I told you no. I told you I wasn’t interested. I told you I wasn’t look for anything. You lied. There’s nothing left of me to give to anyone else.
