I feel empty. In this day and age, it’s easy to get anxiety. We don’t have time to think, or even look around. Maybe someone is interested in you, but you look away, and onto your phone screens. Sometimes you are just immersed in your music, to the point where you just shut out the world that is suffering. Being 19, my life has gotten harder, and I remember less than I did. Sometimes, I feel like I’ve done horrible things, to the point where even I leave my own body… But that’s just a confession.. And I know God is with me, and I hope he never leaves me, even if I feel dead inside. It is not my true intents to act in absurd ways, or think about intrusive thoughts that tear apart of what I think inside. In a way, as I am writing this, I feel comforted. I am doing a good deed to myself. I hope that one day, my intrusive thoughts are not real, and they did not occur… And that I can finally breathe the same, great, normal air that I can. Maybe I am being too hard on myself.. I wish people told me that.
- 5 years ago
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I don’t believe in God. I think that’s a crock.
That’s his specialty. He is supposed to be ambiguous, and different than regular people. In reality, we would be in chaos without him.
Just because you don’t believe in God doesn’t mean you have to be a dick about it. Let people believe in whatever they want, they’re not hurting you.
You are such an angel. Thank you for sharing your compassion with me. <3 God bless.
Right back at you. ?
Hehe thank you! I know you’re a stranger, but you seem like an amazing person, really down to earth. 🙂