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I like myself more when I am drunk I am confident and wiser and everyone else think I’m more fun that way so everyone likes to drink with me. I started drinking sometimes when I need a boost with a presentation or a speech. I get through a bottle of wine with no problem. I am little concerned.

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  • I completely understand all of that!

    I KNOW I have a drinking problem – andnhave dor Years really – (getting a DWI should have been a Dead give away, waking up not knowing where you are more than once – in your thirties is another great clue)

    ….but I still love to drink! In fact, I go drunk again last night at home alone with my daughter – and frankly I’ve been getting drunk every night of the week for the past several weeks now

    I think the last time I went all day without a drink was maybe early November ? It might have been in October

    I tried Doing Halloween sober since I was taking my little girl trick or treating along again – but that didn’t last an hour before I start drinking

    My wife used to tell me I had a drinking problem ten years ago but I would listen and now she’s gone

    I just need the alcohol to feel ok or fun

    But the truth is – and I know it – I drink too much and so need to massively massively cut back or maybe one day quit drinking

    I’m going to try for a dry January – after the New Years when I try to get my fat ass back in the gym to workout more – I’m going to see if I can do 30 days without drinking

    Two closing thoughts:

    1) if you think you are drinking too much you probably are

    2) the Holidays are a terrible time to try to quit drinking

    I hope you dont end up as bad off as me !

    If I could go back and do it all over again – staring probably around summer 2006 maybe? I’d do everything I could to just not get to where I drink alone every night or with my then girlfriend – where I was drinking on the couch and she was not – that whole summer and fall of 2006 were like that and from then on, I have just always drank too much

    Weird thing was I never really drank that heavily inncolege – I mean I’d go out for beers with friends on the weekend and I went to parties and stuff – but I didn’t sit around my apartments in 1999-2002 or 2003-2005 just boozing hard and getting trashed all alone – on a weekday – and doing it all the damn time day after day, week after week

    I don’t know why I got this way what triggered it – but I know it started getting back in 2006, and even though I’ve tried to quit drinking before – it never works

    I don’t think I’ve had more than maybe two times since 2006 that I’ve gone an entire week without drinking

    I hope yours never gets this bad

    Anonymous December 9, 2018 2:25 pm Reply
  • It’s a horrible thought, but I have a suspicion that a woman I knew many years ago for a few years was drunk almost every time we related over 3 years.

    Anonymous December 9, 2018 2:49 pm Reply
    • I have always suspected that.

      Anonymous December 9, 2018 2:49 pm Reply
      • I have t had a drink in like 4 years but I smoke dope every day

        Anonymous December 9, 2018 2:50 pm Reply

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