Just kill me. Let me die. Right now I don’t want to live anymore. I am just a fuck up. Everything I touch just fucking breaks. The love you had for me… I broke that. The friendship we held after that… Broke that. Just kill me. Just fucking kill me. Cause clearly I can’t do any fucking thing right.
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Hey. I just want to say hang on. You’re not a fuck up. You do deserve to be here. How can I tell? Because of what you just wrote. Keep breathing, hang on. Go to bed tonight, wake up tomorrow, rinse and repeat, and eventually, even if it doesn’t seem like it, it’ll get better.
Because of what I wrote huh? I don’t know abou that. I will loose someone who means the world to me. I don’t know if I can survive that. I try and be perfect but I am fucking not. I make such stupid mistakes. I know its stupid to make one person count so much but it is what it is. I don’t want to loose her.
You’re right, I don’t know your situation. But clearly you feel very bad about whatever it is you have done. Clearly you care a lot about this person. And I’m sorry it isn’t turning out well for you. You might lose her, and as awful as that sounds, you might just have to figure out how to be ok with it. You probably won’t be ok with it for a long time, but I just want to say keep going even if it is extremely hard. You are never alone, even if you think you are.
I wish I had a best friend. I never had anybody.