I have a fear of speaking in public especially if it’s a report. I hated being the center of attention. It’s like everyone is relying on me to do something and do it correctly.
I cried in class today. I was reporting stuff about economics. Before I went to the front of the class, I was shaking like I couldn’t stop my legs to shake up and down, my hands were swesty already.
Upon 5-10 minutes of my report, my classmates were noticing that I was shaking. Our teacher noticed it too with my shaky voice and being too fidgety. He asked if I was ok. And then the world just stopped. I WAS NOT OK.
I cried in front and just stomped back to my chair. I bet everyone was looking at me and that just made me more anxious.
It has been 6 hours after that happened and I could still feel the nervousness and the feeling I got when I cried.

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