I have a huge, loving and supporting family. My hometown friends are also like family to me. I get the overall impression that I’m a likeable dude. I can make friends easily… But I’m 27 and I’ve only ever been in one relationship and it was built on a s***** idea (my own idea too). I’ve never experienced genuinely mutual feelings of attraction with another woman and that lack of experiences make feel so empty and lonely. I’m starting to believe that this may be my destiny and that depresses me tremendously. It only amplifies that feeling of loneliness to the point where I believe there’s only one way to stop it. The only thing keeping me from killing myself is my inability to inflict self pain and the fear of not knowing what comes next. I worry if I lose that fear I’ll find a way that’s painless.

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