Sometimes I really want to just get high and forget about everything. I’ve never gotten high before but a lot of my friends have. I’m a young teenager and suffer from some social anxiety and depression and I’ve been crying at least one time every day. I just want it all to stop sometimes. I’d kill myself but I’d miss out on everything that actually makes me happy, which is rare but it’s good when it happens.
I’m so scared of dying. I don’t want to die like I say I do sometimes. I wish I just stopped existing, instead. God, I’m such a p****. I get too scared to even cut myself. I have wanted to die before. I live such a privileged life, too. I go to concerts and events all the time, I’m in a loving relationship, and I have a big group of friends. They make me so happy, yet somehow, I’m still so, so sad. Does anyone know how to help me?

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