I feel so empty and hopeless.
I try and write down my thoughts and feelings, but I then get angry at myself for being so pitiful.
On paper my life is pretty amazing, but in reality I’m struggling so so badly. I just don’t know who to turn to, or where to go. I’m too scared to die, but I’m not sure I can carry on living like this.
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How long has it been since you have been in a relationship? Finding a guy to be there for you isn’t always easy. I think that would help you feel more secure having his arms around you. Is there anyone you find attractive?
Im a middle aged man and its stupid and cliche to say life is not all sunshine and rainbows. Everybody takes a shit kicking sometimes. Including me, often, but Im doing alright. I have issues going on in my head a bit but who doesn’t. I manage the hurdles.
I would hope that, say I cared about a woman, and I’ve cared about her a long time, but I haven’t seen her in a long time we havent seen each other in a long time, I would hope that her impression of herself wouldn’t prevent her from reaching out to me if she wanted to. I’m not perfect myself, but at the same time I’m doing pretty good and I manage to hurdle the B’S that comes my way sometimes in spades, alone. However bad she thinks she is off, it doesn’t matter to me. I would love to be there for her.