I am lying to everyone in my life about something, it’s all different things but it is always somthink. I have a boyfriend who I can’t tell my family about. After 2 months of dating him I find out my friend is into him .. I feel bad for the jealousy I feel. I rely on my boyfriend for emotional support on everything , until my friend points this out and tells me to stop relying on him so much because I will get my heart broken into pieces. So I am starting to bottle up each little thing I feel. I am in my worst depressive stage for a while start self harming again and I have tried to kill myself a few times. My father has anger issues and that’s what usually drives my behaviour to sucidal. I have been depressed deeply since I was around 10-11 years old. And I am terrified .. literally shaking from it.

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