I was recently put on the s** offender registry after a year jail term. I’m always scared of people now and how they will find ways to abuse and humiliate me. It never ends. I don’t even feel secure being in my own skin.
I long to have a family one day, and I want to start dating. Recently, I got a new neighbor. She’s gorgeous, funny, and smart. I took her on a date one night, and afterwards we hugged and kissed while sitting on her front porch swing. I was feeling content after the hug until she told me she just allowed me to do that so she could see how “weird and different” s** offenders act. My heart dropped and I ran home out of sheer humiliation.
How will I ever know if a woman is being serious or just mocking me? This life is becoming too difficult to bear. I can’t get a decent paying job. Forget me going back to college. I am not even wanted there.
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If you are not in therapy, you need to be. I’m dead serious. A therapist will help you navigate your feelings of guilt, your fears, on being the person you are now, and on focusing on the future.
If you really think about it, she’s the real psycho…
You’re a sex offender. That’s what you get, Holmes.
I’m curious about your offense.